by Tomas
The Morning Dew
As I was walking in the green grass, looking
down and dreaming. The morning was wet with dew. I would kick my foot along,
skip a little in my mind. I would step forward watching the dew fly from
my wet feet. I'm dreaming of the old days and the present dreamers
of new thoughts. I ‘m walking with my head down, my mind is racing. I keep
looking at the grass and I see wet footprints out before me. I follow along.
Can I / If I jumped into those footprints, would our soles meet? I smile
at the play on words. Of course everyone says no way. What do we call the
departed space of someone who has been there? Is there something about
someone who is there, say a halo? An aura? A soul? The sun and the moon
have an aura. I am still following the steps of someone alive. Their
trace is in the dew. As I lazily step into those footprints, I think of
common bonds, shared souls, maybe someone I know. Into the darkness of
shade my path goes, as my eyes adjust to a new light, a new form takes
shape. I'm still looking down. I see military combat boots, shiny
and black. Above the boots I see light grey nylon slacks tied at the waist
with a pristine white cord. Ugh! I look in awe! I step back, a wave of
shock powers my body. I see greasy black hair above the pants, above that,
a rainbow of colors sweeps up, starting out with purple, layers of colors
keep coming until at last I see the white yellow face of a man with white
hair. I step back again, repulsed. Slowly I calm down, my heart is beating
at my wrists, I look at my wrists, soothing my mind.........With courage
I look up again......... Time settles the moment with peace.............."What
are you?" I ask. "A rainbow," he replies. I form new words in my mind,
"Have I offended you?" I ask. "Who hasn't, you are not the first?"
We talk, we walk in the morning dew.
***
Two Brothers
Two brothers lived in the Garden of Eden. They were both born innocent.
They both acquired a wealth of knowledge. Being brothers they went off
in different directions. Cain was obsessed with neatness and straight lines.
Abel was opposite never wanted to hurt a thing, he considered all desires
blasphemy.
As we enter their lives, Cain is out mowing the lawn, stopping from
time to time to measure the grass with his ruler he keeps on his tool belt,
as you would imagine the Garden was in perfect form, shapes precise and
lovely. Abel stood in his spot afraid to walk on the grass, he would not
dare hurt green life no matter what. He would only eat grain, and then
he would cry in vain knowing that he had taken life. His life was pure,
full of painful steps. His brother came by and trimmed the hedge to specs.,
a warm smile on his face. Abel cried, as he saw blades of green life fly
by through the air.
Laurel would come by daily. Her task was always trying to counsel
them, wanting them to give (each other) some grace, try to understand the
balance of life. Do a little compromising. They said, "Laurel your always
wanting this, that." She loved the brothers, not wanting to hurt
their feelings.
Contrasting life styles, two extremes, each of these lives are not
about to hurt anyone, but they take life's two extremes. One would say
that the oil will drain back into the earth from where it came, the
other would contain the oil and not use anything that would layer the earth
with filth. Laurel would refine the oil and use it again.
Compromise and discuss.
***
II.
Kathy was rather tall, braided brown hair,
her tanned skin shinning with oil. She wore cut blue jean shorts, a green
plaid shirt and a green hat with visor. Her moves were powered by limbs
with little effort, a graceful cat comes to mind.
As she sat at her campsite, exhausted by the
her morning effort, she could not keep from marveling at the wonder and
colors before her, the distant trees look blue-green and smokie. Her instincts
had been right, this location had everything that was needed for the task
at hand. She had the proper mind set, people would understand what she
was about to do. She would leave a trail, something that the world would
follow. Her mind wandered as it followed the beauty of the area. Her great
concern was that no one would take care of the earth, yes everyone said
they would, but as she knew no one ever did anything about it. Well she
knew what to do. She would devote her life to saving the earth.
She heard the movement, she flattened herself
into a prone position. Keeping herself still. She heard the roar of the
engine, she felt the vibrations at her core, almost a acute vibration,
annoying her teeth, it sent shivers to her spine.
She heard the noise, half human and half machine.
It wasn't normal. She knew something was wrong, she knew someone needed
help. She left her camp and headed for the noise.
When she arrived he was slumped over, blood
everywhere. She looked at him and stood still, her mind was racing. She
moved toward him. She tore her blouse, using it as a blotter, sizing up
the situation. She wrapped the wounds as best she could.
She lifted him off the ground and walked him
toward the trail. The trail led to the road, where she knew he had a car
or truck. She was tired and hot, her body wet with sweat, her eyes found
a truck off in the distance, he nodded. She put him in the passenger seat.
She looked at the steering wheel, a single key was there. She adjusting
her body and started the ignition. The truck roared to life. She turned
the truck back toward the main highway, spinning around on the loose red
dirt. As soon as she reached the highway, she made a hard left and headed
toward town, which was as least ten miles away.
Feeling uneasy for just dropping him off.
She took a trip home, giving herself time to think, wondering if she was
the cause of his injury. She never did anything to cause him any harm,
was one of her friends responsible, she had no idea or clue. She spent
a week at home with her parents. Her week at home adjusted her attitude,
removing all the pain, shame and doubt from the ordeal, she should have
stayed.
Satisfied that she could resume her task,
she went back about it eagerly. Camp became a comfortable thing, each day
became a fulfillment. Soon the world would understand. Most of the working
noises were off in the distance. The woods around her camp would feel no
more pain.
Why she came back to the same campsite she did not know, she
guessed it was just easier. Moving her site would be quite a chore. But
now the element of danger was really real. If she spoke up now, they would
find the mystery camp in the woods. They would also move her, she knew
they could.
The campsite was well hidden, the foliage was very heavy.
III.
He came back to work, he worked his way back
cautiously, cutting timber on the north ridge. His third day back he worked
his way back to the tree that had caused the accident. He examined the
tree where he had broken his chain. He saw something shining two inches
into the tree. "Damn", he muttered. What in the hell is going on?
She saw and heard him. Maybe she should say
some thing. If I do then the trouble will start.
He could sense movement or he just heard a noise, his body
instinctively was put on alert.
Things were getting out of hand, she felt an emotional turmoil
inside her body. It was time to speak up.
He looked around, waited. Nothing. Something
told him to put off cutting this tree.
She cleared her throat. She knew he heard.
He looked around, the thick ground cover muffling
the sound he heard. Something is not right. It is too quiet. Something
was out there in the woods, he felt like a ten year walking out of a movie
theater, scared of the unknown. He knew that grown men do not let their
hearts chill.
His hair was on end. He left, not wanting to cut this tree, maybe knowing
what would happen.
She covered her mouth, the sweat felt cold
and uncomfortable. Her stomach was turning. She knew she had to stand her
ground. She lay still and waited, she was screaming inside for help.
Help arrived latter in sleep, she awoke while the orange and blue sky
was fading on the horizon.
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The beauty around them both was still there,
they both were caught up in their own thoughts. They were lost in fear,
knowing they had to face the beast. Pride was going to hurt them. Each
had a job to do. Was the task at hand worth the trouble?
He was paid to do his job, if he did not do it , some one else
would.
Was pride the beast that was going to hurt them, I think so.
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Newspaper clippings......
LUCKY GIRL FALLS FIFTY FT.
WILDERNESS, OR. ap. A young student from
Old Universe College fell more than fifty
feet
from atop a tree house in a pine grove near
here.
said Sheriff Johnston. Hospital spokesperson
Janet Rison said it was a miracle she survived
with
just bruises.
It seems that Kathy Ryon had been in
the tree house more than two weeks undetected.
Logger Sam Hock was unaware that anyone was
around the tree. He said that he had a premonition
,but did not know about what. He was shocked
when he heard a yell when he hollered "Timber".
"If it hadn't been for the other trees to
break her
fall, she would have died", he said.
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WEDDINGS
PORTLAND, OR. ap. Mr. &Ms. Ronald J.
Ryon of Ceder Roads, Or. announce the
marriage of their daughter Marilyn Kathryn
Ryon a recent Graduate of Old Universe
College with a degree in social science.
The groom Samuel Adams Hock is the son
of
Franklyn D. &Margie Hock of
Wilderness, OR.
He is employed at Wilderness Timbers.
The Rev. Rabbit I. Quick performed the service
at Northern Methodist Apocalypse Church.
Friends of the World were also in
attendance.
****
Fictional Bits
The child was holding a blue plastic jar. In his
right hand he held a magic wand. With a sweep of his magic wand the air
was filled with spheres. The quivering spheres were the colors of clear
jello rainbows. They road the currents of air like a child riding a stick
horse. The globes were only in existence for a few short moments. Like
black stars, the drops of water around the sphere were pulled together
and then dropped to the ground in a sprinkle.
In order to prove that the spheres do implode,
a grant will have to be granted. I'll need a least two high speed cameras
and at least two years of research. This cost should be around 300 thousand
dollars.
***
The color is black, the silence is scary. The
moon sits like a pumpkin in the night sky.
Two beacons of light dart about like a wolf spider.
Two eyes/two beacons of light. Below this presence,
a red light and green light dot area below the beacons. Eight amber lights
are spaced like legs of a spider. Like a craft from space this ominous
presence stands firm looking about. It is slowly moving in my direction,
taking up space as it moves forward. I hear a whine, a beating, a rhythm.
I see someone moving my way. I say hello how is your day. They say
fine thanks. How much farther they ask? Two hundred feet more. Ok.
***
Messages
in a bottle
Unforeseen images come out of the minds of men.
Moving objects descend
on mother earth. Sometimes they are only in our
imagination,
thoughtful and provocative. Messages in a bottle
are always fun to
read, but how do they arrive.
When I awoke my feet were in the stirrups. I
was sitting in a saddle.
My space suit was white and bright to my eyes.
The reins were still in
my hands. As I looked out the porthole the stars
were flying by in a
blur. I realized what I had to do. I yanked back
on the reins, pushing
my legs down into the stirrups. I could feel
my spacecraft shudder as
I put on the brakes. I used all of my strength
pulling the reins back.
I plopped into the ocean, bouncing like a bottle
and a cork. Our
message in a bottle has landed/arrived.
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Allison was a great fan of"The
Police". I listened to their music and was taken away to a wonderful
place with good emotions. I wrote this with them in mind.
***
Twelve
This world that we live in now is as tough as the year Jan. 01, 0001.
Our world protects us from climate and wild beast.
The rouges that wander are constantly chased by civil servants.
Some wild beasts are close by but run at the sight of man.
Some wild beasts are close by but do not run at the sight of man.
He was about 12 when a sensing, a buzz,
a tingle traveled across his forehead. He opened his eyes and looked about.
Then to the mirror to see what had traveled across his forehead. He saw
nothing and rubbed his forehead. He walked to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator,
grabbed the milk container and walked over to the counter. Looking up at
the cabinet, he opened the cabinet door and removed a glass. After pouring
himself a glass of milk, he moved back to the refrigerator and replaced
the milk. He drank his milk and moved into the living room, where he watched
a test pattern for about ten minutes. Feeling sleepy he headed back to
bed.
Sixteen
Halloween night we were out steeling eggs
from a farmers barn across town. The guys and I knew the place, we had
been there last year. We parked the old sedan, leaving Danny with the keys.
We said when we come back out with the eggs, drive forward we'll catch
you as you go by.
As we were sneaking out of the barn, we
saw the light go on in the main house. Danny also saw the light go on.
Were headed for the chain link gate, when we hear "Stop or I'll shoot."
We ran carrying the egg crates with us through the link gate. Danny was
going down the street 100' ahead of us. Were running, chasing Danny, three
of us with three crates of eggs, running down the road, Danny running ahead
of us in the sedan. I thought I felt the noise of gunfire. Three young
men running in fear are faster than sound.
Once we were in the old sedan bouncing
down the road, we could hear the shocks hitting metal. Laughing and bouncing,
our hearts beating in our heads. After we all had settled down, we headed
for downtown, which was about ten miles away. As we sat and moved along
the highway I felt a tingle between my eyes. Thinking of sweat I rubbed
my forehead. I said something about feeling something above my eyes. They
all started poking my head and started humming the twilight Zonkers theme.
Doda dodo doda dodo.
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Cyclops pluralCyclopesMythology &Folklore
One-eyed giants in CLASSICAL MYTHOLOGY. One Cyclops imprisoned ODYSSEUS
and his men during their voyage back to GREECE after the TROJAN WAR. Odysseus
managed to trick the Cyclops and put out his eye. Odysseus and his men
were then able to escape.
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Up on sagebrush hill old "doc" Savage lost forty
layers and his life, how this happened is still a mystery.
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The sparkling speckled egg lay hidden in the
solution of vinegar where it was clear to one eye.
The marks of wax were red and gold, the colors
floating on the water. Why was the egg laying in the water? Mysteries sometimes
are never answered.
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Off to war at eighteen, eager to learn,
go to the edge. A place to grasp the awareness, the keen sense of war.
The discipline harsh and to the point. The sun pounding a place to see
in my head.
I watch the man die, no pleasure for sure.
I see a lot clearer, it is as if I have a third eye at my fore head, everything
is so intense, the keen sense of war.
+
Laire Steeple lost his life, torn apart in the
training swamp, the large creatures there in the swamp were blamed. The
rain fell off the body into the quite pool.
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After the war I roamed about trying to fix my
life. I took odd jobs, looking for the meaning of my existence. I think
many a man did the same thing after the Amazing Red War. I would take a
job here and work maybe a week and leave in disgust, wondering why anyone
would ever work like a dog for a few pennies. I think this process is just
growing up.
I had heard that many people were heading
for the camps in Northern California. A new peaceful movement against the
violence of war was taking shape.
I was wandering from job to job bringing
me closer and closer the anti-war people. I could not understand their
meaning. Wars were fought for territory, peace came after the violence.
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As I walked past the door the sign read "The
Four Blind Scientist". It was dark out and a loud pounding rhythm was coming
from this building. I open the door. The faint smell of vinegar seeped
a trail of smoke past me, exciting the door. The room was dark, colored
light of different colors poked at the darkness in time with the pounding
rhythm. Four shadows sat at square table, their hand flat against the table.
The table was moving, its black top pulsing. The four shadows were wearing
headgear, something out of a "B movie" headgear. Everyone seemed to be
plugged into the table. A heavy electrical cord ran from the table to a
pulsing wall of equipment. Everyone was speaking at once, their hands feeling
and moving across the pulsing table. As I neared the table I noticed hundreds
of braille dots pulsing up from the flat surface, flat hands grasping at
the movement. A black light sign over the table said "Computer Lab".
White lab coats that glowed and Hollywood Shades seemed to be the uniform
of the day.
+
A women looking like a gypsy was found slain
in a nearby park. Her body was mauled was what the papers said.
+
The people in these camps are really nice. They
welcome you with open arms. There seems to be a genuine care given off
at these camps. The word welcome has a new meaning to me. I move about
helping these folks. There seems no end in the chores that you can do.
+
Someone said to Lou, "Turn these people back,
they are overcrowding us, tell them they are not wanted, they are not one
of us." Lou smiled, not wanting to even hurt the speaker of these words.
"I can not turn them away."
+
I look out at the horizon, our magical line in
the distance. No matter what distance we travel we cannot seem to reach
our horizon. Can someone explain this? Perhaps the name horizon is the
name for those last sentences?
Sometimes I place my finger to my forehead and
imagine a third eye above my forehead. Sometimes I feel a sense and feeling
that something is trying to push itself out into the open, someplace where
it can see the future and the past at will.
In my mind I see candy apple paint on our neighbors
home. Can you imagine walking down a street with homes painted metallic
orange/rustic, pearl, metallic green and canary yellow? I think maybe
that will be the next stage in this social meeting of bodies. Earol Shabby
homes painted for one hundred bucks.
The grassy areas were flat, emerald green in
color sometimes blue in waves of wind. The areas reminded me of golf courses
back home. Each area was occupied with beings and black objects. The objects
were black and clear. Each sat six inches above the grass, all black and
elegant. They were all three foot cubes. People sat and looked at their
reflections in the black walls of these cubes. I was very eager to know
just what these beings saw in these screens? What caused these people to
communicate with the black boxes?
On closer inspection some of these beings had
dark gray smudges on their foreheads.
Was I seeing a ceremony of some kind? An invitation
to meditate with god? So strange a site. A vast area of blue/green/black,
so stately.
I knew in my heart that, I would have to ask
someone what was going on. I had never seen anything like this. I walked
over to one of the areas. I sat on the grass. A feeling of comfort overwhelmed
me, saturated my mind with pleasant memory. I sat happy, not understanding
, but enjoying my state of being. From out of nowhere came this sound,
"You have mail."
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A new emotion is sweeping thru my body and mind.
A new awareness of good healthy living seeps into my mind. The food these
people are eating is free of pollutants. I'm becoming a healthy human.
They speak in good clear language that I understand. No hints or undertones
of deception. No clique forming in the corner. No one whispering over my
shoulder, their hand pointing to the trees.
I rub the space between my eyes.
***
Jan. 01, 2001
State of California
Governor’s Mansion
2 a.m.
"Sir, sorry to wake you at this time."
"What is it? Another brownout?"
"No sir, we have no communications with Washington
D.C., no telephone, no radio, no satellite" "What other choices do
we have?" " We're looking into it sir."
" Give me an answer as soon as you can." "Do
we have any coffee?"
2:15 a.m.
"Sir?" "Yes?" " There is no communications
with anyone outside our borders?" "What!!!"
"Uh?" "Will somebody tell me what the hell
is going on around here?!?!"
"Coffee?"
3 a.m.
Conference room:
Thirteen men that are either sitting or standing,
each has a cell phone to their ear, they are communicating with other parts
of the state. Each was receiving the same news. There was good communication
in the state, but no answers out of the state.
4 a.m.
"Sir we have communications with some people
in Lake Tahoe and Truckee and they have gone into Nevada and found it without
a soul. They say that they find homes, cars and trucks empty. There is
not a person or dog to be seen, some wild animals are moving about, but
no sign of people. Everything seems to work fine over there. There are
just no folks about anywhere!
The surprising thing is that there is no traffic
on the roads. Cars are parked in lots but no moving vehicles are seen on
the roads.
***
Jan. 01, 2001
Western Kentucky
5 a.m.
Ed got up out bed, started the coffee and took
a shower and shaved. He sat at the kitchen table and drank a cup of coffee,
looked out the window at the new day and ate some toast, poured some orange
juice and drank it down.
After a spell he went out to his truck and fired
her up. It was rather pleasant for January and he knew that later on, the
frost would get his blossoms on that old apple tree out back. It was going
to be sixty today and he hoped the fish would bite. It was very warm for
this time of year, pleasant, but unsettling.
Ed was in his early forties and in good health.
Today he was going fishing, he knew it was rather late to go out on the
river, but he enjoyed being out on the boat and casting his line around
the tall trees that were halfway under the water.
6 a.m.
The sun was coming up as he left his home. He
traveled toward the Tennessee River Bridge. As he crossed the bridge he
noticed a sunken barge (flat) in one of the fleeting areas below the bridge.
The boom of a crane was sticking up out of the water as the river currant
swirled around it. He moved through town toward the steel Brookport Bridge
that crossed the Ohio River into Illinois. There was not much traffic on
this holiday; the streets were quiet in the early morning light.
His truck and trailer rattled as he slowed to
go into Brookport, a sleepy little town on the edge of the Ohio in Illinois.
Nothing was moving, too early to be up on this holiday. He turned toward
Bay City. The boat ramp was about 20 miles up the road.
He noticed deer grazing alone the edge of the
roadway in the tan fields; they looked up as he passed. Dark trees, without
leaves were silhouetted in the morning sky.
He looked into his rear view mirror at his boat.
It was still there; the aluminum sparkled in the morning light. This was
his third boat and his favorite. It was simple to handle on large or small
lakes. He was almost to the boat ramp; he had traveled down this road many
a time.
8 a.m.
He was out on the river moving toward the dam
in his light green Jon boat. He waved at a deck crew that were working
on the dark brown barges of black coal. A towboat was pushing them down
river toward the large lock and it huge dam. He turned into a bayou on
the Right Bank.
8:15 a.m.
He trolled around very slowly, as he did he'd
caste a jig next to a tree. He continued this way until he felt a nibble,
then he would reel in a white or a black crappie or whatever else would
bite his jig.
11 a.m.
He put the cleaned fish into a cooler, he felt
good, and the catch was a good, about ten slabbers at about 3/4 of a pound
apiece. He climbed into his truck, then thought to check his boat and trailer
again. He walked around his trailer and boat making sure it was secure.
He climbed into truck again feeling much better about him self.
11:25 a.m.
He was nearing Brookport when a Kentucky Highway
Patrol Woman signaled him to pull over. He thought that rather odd. He
pulled over and reached into his hip pocket and pulled out his wallet and
I.D.
She asked, "Sir may I asked you for some I.D?"
He handed her his wallet and she examined his I.D. She walked around and
looked at his license plate and walked back over and gave him back his
I.D. "Sir how long have you been in Illinois?" He said he had come over
about six or seven. She said to wait a minute and she went back and talked
over her radio. When she came back she said thank you and left. He thought
to him self, "What was that all about?" He drove back over the bridge into
Kentucky and back home.
Tennessee
Jan 01, 2001
This was the first time that he was not able
to pick up the Rose Bowl game. He had called his brother and Mac said it
was the same all over town. Nobody got any of the games. He tried calling
the Satellite Company but the line was blank with no signal. "Crap! I ain't
gonna pay no bill if I don't get any service!"
He was so mad that he had walked down the country
lane to the local store. Jed said that the whole county was in an uproar
over the telephone lines. Abe said that he called his brother Mac, but
did you try calling out of state? Yeah, I tried calling the Satellite Company
and there was no reply? It's like that all over the county; I don't know
what the world is coming too?
January 02, 2001,
Hartsfield Atlanta International Airport:
He was wondering where the planes went? The next
step would be to send a military team into the unknown space and take some
pictures and land wherever they could.
Five planes would be sent to these states, Florida,
Alabama, Tennessee, South Carolina and North Carolina. A team of experts
would man each plane.
Each plane was sent out and monitored. The communications
were clear and concise. Radar signals were clear. The first plane landed
in Tallahassee and reported that they saw no human beings. Animals were
seen moving about, but no humans were seen. There seemed no sign of any
kind of pollution to monitor or any dangerous mixtures in the air. Buildings
were intact and the communication and electricity were out only because
of the twenty-four hours of neglect.
The planes to the other states basically reported
the same thing. There were signs of life to be seen, but no humans were
about. All crews reported no ill affects other than normal behavior patterns.
Teams of engineers and laborers were sent to
these states to get things moving again.
January 03, 2001,
West Virginia:
They had called him Crazy Carl for such a long,
long time. He wore a black top hat with a feather in it. He had left the
world behind in 67. He knew this day would come. The country was going
to hell. The aliens had taken over the world. He didn’t care as he chopped
his wood and carried it to his cabin. The abductors had seized the world.
He had told them so and they didn’t believe. They were not believers. Glory
to God, Halleluiah!
January 03, 2001,
Arlington, Virginia
They continued to march and guard the cemetery.
They knew that discipline would rule out the day. Orders were kept and
order was maintained. The unit was small but well disciplined. The “Spit
and Polish” attitude is what kept them together. Chaos was not a word in
their vocabulary.
Orders were orders.
January 04, 2001
State of California
Governor’s Mansion
He pretty well knew that the only human beings
that he would find would be the ones he sent out to the other states. He
was very sure that no life, as he knew it was possible. He also knew that
he would have to move slowly. He only had so many people in California.
Most of the power stations were manned in and
around the states surrounding California.
It was pretty definite; he would have to move
slowly to populate the states. Well a least there was plenty of room, overcrowding
was not a factor any more.
He also knew that people would wander off into
the other states. The local news had plenty of stories to tell about the
other states. Some of the stories were speculation and some were fact.
He had chuckled when he had read some of the
stories; they were rather amusing.
He was being bombarded with a constant flow of
information. He told himself to live one day at a time.
Jan. 04, 2001
Western Kentucky
Ed was worried about his brother in Nevada. Charles
and Linda had been out there for the last three years. They had always
wanted Ed and Marge to move out that way. Ed always refused for some reason
or another. Now he was worried; the news from Fort Campbell said that no
humans were found in any of the surrounding states including California,
Texas and Nevada. Kentucky had plenty of power to sustain life in the state.
Although the Governor had sent a team of scientist to Texas to make sure
that Kentucky had plenty of natural gas.
Ed figured that maybe some brain in Washington
had blown a smart bomb off somewhere out there. Whatever, local T.V. was
working out ok. He still had his job in the mines. Some stuff was hard
to get but everybody around these parts seemed to manage all right.
January 10, 2001
Texas
A word that has meaning that we understand.
Being is an adventure. We read all the tales
that are told. Some tales are never told. Each of us has reached deep inside
and found a way to endure another day. Most of the time everything is swell.
But then again there are those days that we must endure.
Main Entry: en·dure
Pronunciation: in-'dur, -'dyur, en-
Function: verb
Inflected Form(s): en·dured; en·dur·ing
Etymology: Middle English, from Middle French
endurer, from (assumed) Vulgar Latin indurare, from Latin, to harden, from
in- + durare to harden, endure -- more at DURING
Date: 14th century
transitive senses
1 : to undergo (as a hardship) especially without
giving in : SUFFER
2 : to regard with acceptance or tolerance <could
not endure noisy children>
intransitive senses
1 : to continue in the same state : LAST
2 : to remain firm under suffering or misfortune
without yielding
synonym see BEAR, CONTINUE
Where does the story begin and where is the reality. Where are the folks that were on the other side of the borders?
He had packed his wife and kids into his Mini
Van. He was headed for Arkansas. He had once taken a trip there and he
had loved it. The rumors if they were true, told him that the land he was
looking for was unoccupied. He was headed for that place of his dreams.
Gas and oil may be a problem but that was something that he would deal
with along the way.
Some people were moving on forward to a new place
to live and others were staying put. Some wanted the adventure and some
wanted the security of staying at home.
As I gaze out this window, I see the many lights in the night sky. I
turn back toward the lighted board. 360 lights represent 360 different
places where light shines on humanity. As I look over the board I wonder
why some of us have our third eye, it seems than none of us understand
why this is so. The only insight that I get from it is that we see one
more space in time. I sit and monitor and wonder why do I have to be so
responsible? Why am I looking over the space they occupy? Everything is
self-sustaining; there really is no need for me to sit and monitor 360
different places in time.
badaba,
Tomas
Bubba an the Law
Sunshine, Moon, Water and Bubba were walking along
the ridge. The valley below was very long, it looked as long as the setting
sun. The triangular perspective ending at the golden globe. A long valley,
Sunshine had seen valleys as long as this before, it had been in his youth
while traveling with his brother Thunder. The red/blue golden sun was some
thing to look at. Sunshine and family found a good place to make camp for
the night. Moon told Water and Bubba to fetch some berries and wood. Bubba
ran off in search of firewood, Water said, " Do I have to?" She left in
search of berries. Bubba came back overloaded, bouncing against trees into
the campsite. Water came back with some fine berries in her thin leather
skirt. Sunshine had just come back from the creek down below, two heavy
leather bags of water across the wood brace on his shoulders, these he
hung at a nearby tree. Moon had built a campfire, adding some wood from
the pile Bubba had brought back. A large clay pot was later filled with
water and seeds of the golden grass. This pot with top was buried under
the red coals, later to be part of the evening meal.
Though all seemed peaceful, a keen sense of awareness,
kept the eyes and hearing aware. Water and Bubba were learning to use the
senses, Sunshine and Moon were well aware of the danger about Mother Earth.
As darkness approached the campsite, we
ate the cooked grain and seeds, chewed on a little hardened meat. We huddled
close together, gathering comfort with the nearness of each other. Sleep
came quickly to Bubba, Water nestled on softened furs, Sunshine and Moon
put things away. Darkness settled the night, light from the fire waved
the shadows. The shadows provided the night with movement, something to
provide a mental security.
The red glow of the charcoal embers are
the only color in the night. Bubba's eyes open, his head is facing the
fire. Dreamily he awakens with wonder, his head still, he looks at the
fire, the colors enter his mind through his eyes, he stares, his mind is
lost in the glowing embers, embracing the beauty in trance.
The days go by, the family spends some
time at this campsite. Each day is filled with chores. Soon they will move
on, knowing that to gather food one must move on. Each day is the same.
The drama of color change the scene. As each night deepens Bubba wakes
without alarm, he looks at the red glow of the charcoal embers. He
embraces the beauty, soon he will ask his mother about his dreams.
Before he could ask his mother about his
dreams, he made a foolish mistake.
During the night he stood and walked closer
to the fire, he sat by the fire for a moment, lost in a childish dream
and without knowing grasped a red charcoal. Pain shot though his body.
He dropped the hot coal and ran to the small creek and jumped in. He sat
in a small pool of water. He kept his hands underwater. As the pain eased,
he started looking and playing in the water. Forgetting where he was, Bubba
gazed into the water, watching the shimmering metallic reflection. Suddenly
a light flashed in his mind. "Do not play with fire and water." As he looked
into the water, he wondered where he had heard that saying? What else was
said? "Be careful around strangers and animals.", "Watch what you eat."
The water was soothing and cool. He raised his body out of the water and
walked toward the campsite. The pain was gone, only a memory. Why worry
about water and strangers? Why was his father always telling him how to
live?
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Path
Two men were standing on the path. They had built
homes along the path. They both spoke well and they sat at their computers
composing letters of great intent. Imagine the formula, the exact emotion,
placing patterns in there correct place. Like a good puzzle these thoughts
fit correctly into the logic of our imagination. Seeing our perception
of life before us, we understand the meanings of life. We place these images
on paper for all to see. Starting with the simplest idea we put two and
two together.
They had seen each others letters. They soon
sent letters back and forth across the path. Each letter told the truth
about the light of day and the improper direction the other gentleman was
going.
One man was dressed in a suit, well pressed and
correct, hair dapper and swell. The other gentleman wore colorful garments
of flowing songs, long black hair waving in the breeze. Both bantered back
and forth explaining to the other how to achieve the proper direction of
their ways.
There is no need to tell the man the proper path
to light, just listen to the voice, he speaks, the voice is the man you
see/hear with the generations of knowledge pasted/painted on paper and
minds.
I do not think that these gentlemen knew that
they were on the same path, sharing information from their education's
and unique imaginations. They were on the proper path, sharing the light
of day and speaking to each other. Which is well and good.
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Index
Lantern by Tomas
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